isn't funny when you think something is so serious but God knows that things aren't really THAT bad? And then all of a sudden he presents such a simple answer to you that makes everything better? God, you're such a trickster! I love it though.. How simplicity can really be the answer to a lot of problems.

Trying to follow Gods simplicity!

since when did xanga start getting all cool with layouts and stuff? hahah maybe i should come back. we'll see what happens.

so.. something happened to me that is really blog worthy.

i got to witness a life being brought into the world.

COOL HUH?! well.. i was doing my weekly interning at the hospital last week and im in a new department.. labor and delivery.. my shift was actually over already.. but the charge nurse said that the next intern wasnt coming in.. and another nurse said there was a patient that was almost ready to deliver.. sooo.. i made the decision to stay.. i was able to hold the lady's legs back and everything. front row seats! hahh.. at the time i was just amazed by the human anatomy and how it works and how we give birth and all that stuff because the nurses were talking me through the whole thing.. i never knew how bloody the whole ordeal was.. and its not the part when the baby comes out.. its AFTER... when the placenta comes out.. soooo much blood .. like a waterfall.. for some reason i just didnt think that women bled so much after the delivery.. i guess that would make sense though.. and this child was actually the patients first child.. meaning she wasnt so loose and stretched out as some other mothers who already had kids.. so what they had to do give her some numbing shots.. and cut.. so baby had room to squeeze out..  but it wasnt until the next day it actually hit me. whoa.. i actually saw a baby being born.

the mother going through so much pain.. the father having a nonstop worried look on his face.. wiping the sweat off the mothers face and trying to do anything to ease the pain.. it made me think about parents.. and how much they go through to be just to become a parent.. and then going through their lives trying to be good parents and to raise a child as best they can..talk about altruism. God really does show his love for us by giving us parents. dont forget to thank your mom for carrying you for nine months and going through a delivery. hahaha.. 

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